mrs ong called? i was shocked.
She wanted my O levels moultin boards fer some competition
& i`ll get my award hopefully.
i rushed out of office at 2.20pm.
& took bus home t grab my art pieces.
I was exhausted, completely tired.
MY HEAD WAS TICKING LIKE A CLOCK.
i had to rush back to office at 4.30pm.
FROM HOME,
i took bus to school.
i saw many school mates.&CO PEEPS. imissthem.
i dint even get to say hi.):
so wasted.i was in a rush okay.
I passed the boards t mrs ong*& i wana take back the baby picture potrait i drew.
that i regard as the best piece.
well guess i`ll collect everythg on the prize presentation day.
IM STILL THINKG IF I SHOULD ATTEND THAT CEREMONY?!
howhow!
help me man.i`m indecisive.
cause it`llbe troublesome to apply leave to go sch fer some cermony .
waste time aso , just t see my nervous reaction on STAGE?!
I GOT STAGE FRIGHT LAH.
but come t think of it. how was i able to perform 4 years of chinese orchestra on stage
-.-
I DUNO?
QUOTE- mrs ong: " how many chances have you got in a lifetime to collect prizes on stage? how honour is that?"
so perhaps i`ll go fer that ONCE A LIFETIME PRIZE PRESENTATION.
i`m scared that i`ll make a fool of myself honestly.
From sch , i rushed back to tpy interchange & then t office.
EXACTLY, 4.30pm.
i stepped into office.PHEEWWW!
After i knocked off from work,i was walking home as usual.
The dirty street that i really hated.
but it`s the only route to HOME.
WHAT OTHER CHOICE?!
okay i`m terrified.
i called mom. she`s supposed t pick me up.
but i didnt catch any glimpse of her shadow.
a car followed closely behind me,suddenly the man got off .
& then kept following me ?
i was terrified to tears okay.
i told myself his walking his way,but he just kept following behind
i walked as fast as i could BRISKLY.
heels are difficult to walk fast lah.
i crossed the bridge.
i was really tearing alr.
some sad story remindg me.
i`m fearful of such incidents.
somehow,i couldnt stop my tears from rolling down my cheeks.
i had a really bad day.
i called mom again.
i finally saw her.
i ran towards & hugged her tightly.
i broke down, really frightened.
i couldnt stood up courage & i went back t my room & hid under my blanket wid my orange bear.i know i`m timid.yeah sadly ):
STILL TEARING-unstable *
i fell out with winnie & perhaps our friendship`s torn apart.
i met her in the same company&she treated me really well just like an elder sister i needed.
i really had a fearful night& everythg seems to fall apart.
im scared of thedark.
