..somehow or rather, i just think i am unable to understand myself.

i dont know what myself am thinking.

i just keep telling myself, i am not the only one suffering so much from the late night sleeps and the insufficient rest with that pile of hmwk.

there are people even more worst.

ive got friends taking as much as 3 jobs to maintain the high standard of living in singapore and the expensive school fees. Meanwhile, they are also struggling with coping it. i feel so sorry for them. ):

and me ? i did nothing at all to bother about the money.

My parents settle everythg

so i should just concentrate and start working hard.

& not make my parents give up hope on me.

& i screwed up my attendence for school.

i know it`s going to harm

and all my efforts would go down the drain.

all because of LATENESS.

ISP PROJECT.

im really blur about what to do.

but the time flashed like lighting.

its the 2nd week of isp soon

ISP means INTEGRATED STUDIO PROJECT.

it is somehow important for us to be promoted to year 2.

yes i need to hurry & motivate myself.

i think im being too emotional.

i should just faster get on my feet and be ready for the challenge.

i`ll try :D