It won't heal no matter how much effort i tried to put in.
The more i want to forget, the more i couldn't
But i wouldn't want my life to live in misery.
I'm unlike you a person who can take things lightly.
Maybe after a second you can totally erase off your memory and reformat it like a computer.
I can't , im not like a toy.
Don't treat me like this.
I'd never want this nightmare repeatedly interrupting my sleep.
I just wanted an execution to all of this pain.
It is too agonizing for me to take it anymore.
& girls please don't fret over guys who doesn't deserve your love, because the one who love you will give you much more happiness.
today, i went to catch the movie " G force" -.-
GODDAMMIT.
it's the bloody third movie that i slept throughout.
i guessed i over estimated my exhaustion.
It'd be a waste of money if i continue to go for movies after sleepless nights of doing work.
Exactly, I ain't using my brains to think how physically tired I was already.
But i insisted to go for a relaxation.
how dumb.

