I wanna stop thinking. & sleep like i'll never wake up.
why am i letting myself living in such a difficult position.
I should continue living that carefree and freedom lifestyle.
worrying everyday causes depression and lack of sleep.
yesterday was terrible, I hardly and barely get a few hours of sleep.
& my thoughts and worries just kept pestering me even in nightmares.
I kept waking up like every 15 mins interval.
i want to be drunk again, so that i can have my peaceful sleep. ><
i just want to be happy.
i indeed have a super worrying personality. sucksbigtime!
oh yeah and today , another black mercedes BEEP me and stopped his car there.
horn me for what , i never even bloody anyhow cross the road while you're driving.
I'm walking on the pavement ><
damn whats wrong with all the cars nowadays. PEK CHEK SIA. grrrrrrr!
