squeaks ! i'm bloody not motivated to do any shit for this weekend
& there goes mom started nagging that I should start cleaning up my room.

I'm awaiting for fish to start uploading his cake peekture, i bought
hahaha you should be so touched please.
Because the first cake I ever bought was for lynn
and you're the second. rock on yo!
See. i'm sucha good friend ,rightzxzcxzcxz?!

(:
okay I want to try out something new. But I don't know what is the thing i want exactly.><
Sometimes it's just so confusing to be me.
I hate the low self-esteem me.
It can just kill me within a second.


how can a girl get dumped twice by the same guy on the wedding day itself ?
six years ago and after six years he did the same thing to her
he just withdrawn the wedding without asking for her consent.
>< made me felt miserable being a woman.
women shouldn't be treated like a toy.
i don't ever want to get married.