im gonna be real busy right till nov ! ive got tons of peektures waiting to be uploaded.
sighs. Im seriously lack of time, perseverance, & rest. damn deprived of sleep.
I need to buck up. everyone's speeding ahead of me, I could feel the tension but just couldn't carry on to complete them. my mind is dangling somewhere in the air. i'd just find myself ended up distracted, see right now im here.
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why's my teenager life like that,I always question myself. i envy many of my other friends who could play every other day,they could cope the amount of schoolwork, meanwhile spend time with their close ones,having fun together.
But im always consoling myself that my classmates are going through the same as me.
telling myself that im not in this alone.
well, afterall its still the route ive chosen.
the start of my future life.
Maybe i'll soon get use to this independent life, a world without much friends , but just about work and myself.
just because i'm the eldest in the family.
effing shit. ARGHZXZSZXZXCXZXC spoil my mood.
since young i always concluded that mom and dad were bias.
But its always when I'm trying to brainwash myself, off with that kind of thinking, something would always pop up and made me agree with that statement once again. crap
rushing my assignments and projects for the moment are already pissing me off.
