It always makes me feel inferior looking through beautiful women's or model's blog.
it always makes me feel confuse, makes me wonder how exactly they made themselves so flawless.
I could only describe them as " perfection","gorgeous" or " what every man desires"
I'm too busy spending my time being envious of how successful they are.
I would like to snip that dangerous emotion off because it kind of hinders my character development.
someone, please tell me how to.

it remains that beautiful people have enormous advantages, being treated better, more opportunities and generally they get more attention and tend to have more friends.
you'd usually see them hanging in a crowd & they have tons of friends. you'd rarely see them alone.

owhhhhhhhhhhh! i'm totally wasting all my time. o.o
i should get a life man.
i think ultimately the problem still lies with me because i'm lack of confidence.
I should love myself for who i am and stop condemning myself.

i read this from else where-"In fact you might say that the whole reason for the psychological cue of "attractiveness" is to gain attention."

i seriously wish that i'd have a crowd to hang with.