& i'm eighteen already !
im not happy.
i'm not excited.
neither do i have the mood.
i've just got to attend 9 and a half hours of lecture tml.
how wonderful, an unforgetable birthday.

my mom totally torn me into two.
she literally gave me heaps of heavy-loaded stress.
i couldn't withstand it. it's not like i didn't put in my best effort.
& soon trembling with tears rolling down those cheeks.
life is hard.


& some kids are trying to gain some attention here which i don't know why.
I'm sure i didn't insult them.