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Monday, 1 February 2010

I desperately need some love, care and concern from you today.
But her temper was disgustingly horrible today!
Mom I don't know what's wrong.
we just have communication breakdowns everytime.
It's like whenever i wna talk to you. it just seems like its the wrong time.
& you will always think that im in the wrong.
i can never understand what's going wrong between us.
why can't i just make you happy.
i'm such a failure in being your perfect daughter.
i should apologise for being your daughter which is your tragedy.
since you kept emphasizing that i brought you much pain.

im sorry
sighs

i'm sooo tired of writing reports.
i'm soo tired of my life.
i'm soo tired of everything.
i wish that i can sleep and don't wake up forever.
I hope that just a smile can erase the pain.
i'm soooo screwed.