i hate redoing my assignments again and again. its like there's never going to be a fullstop.

and i dont know why it wont be perfect forever. ):

i know improvisation is good, but it makes me lose heart in doing it.

Cause knowing the amount of effort you put in to do , but everything is wrong & you know the amount of time you spent is TOTALLY wasted, is just plainly torture and makes me feel like giving up.