I'd spend 5 hours seating there researching, yet i'd still come up with nothing.
I should make myself happy, no one can.
I aint motivated at all. the assignments are accumulating yet i felt nothing.
i felt stressed yet i cant even try to keep myself awake.
I dont know whats wrong with me going out for a relaxation. Since i think coping up at home, wouldnt help either, cause im really too stressed out.
It seems like its already a big WRONG for me to appear in the shopping centres, and i should be locked at home to do my work.
Im different, other girls got boyfriends to listen to their whatever complains, and they have got them to accompany them to go through everything else, and also helping them out etc.
They can head to their bf house to chill and etc.
And for me, its just home and school.
So i dont see anything wrong for me to chill out at a shopping mall.
You describe till i'm a fan of wasting my own sweet time when ive got huge pile of assignments to complete.
Its not like im at the mall everyday. Its like once in a blue moon now.
Like every month once? im not exaggerating, its really true.
& right now stepping into a shopping mall can make me go nuts.
Like a bird just released from its cage and gain its freedom.
