I dreamt that there were alot of zombies running after me till im breathless.
I was on the verge of losing my life.
that frightened me and awakened me.
crap la.
I dont know.
there's so much to think about life.
I'm so vexed about the internship, the assessments, isp, and etc.
add on to family matters which left me hanging there.
feeling lost about life.
all i can say is im seriously lost.
am i really not up to it?
im just getting more blur each day.
I dont know whats happening exactly.
I'm being treated like with an adult lifestyle now.
no longer any teenage. no more hanging outs like usual.
there's no time for those ):
im deprive of freedom.
I think im not living a 18- year old lifestyle.
im envious of the others.
