i could feel the loneliness
cant get my mind to decide what im going to do.
this is crap.
busy busy busy
busy till my brains is exploding any minute.
I can even dream of my projects running after me.
INSANE
Sometimes when i thought you do care, you dont at all.
There's no way for us to be any closer.
Im eliminated from your life.
we are going to stay like this forever.
I seem lost , lost in my own world.
I wonder if i should stop partying to escape from the reality and the humongous amount of stress. But it's the only engine that drives and forces me ongoing, even prepared to face the worst.
nobody can understand what i'm trying to do.
Neither can i myself understand what i'm thinking.
My head is just spinning right round.
The confusions just wont stop.
And i hate complications to make me feel like a complicated person.
I'm really getting very complicated.
