kinda sorry.
my life's been very happening lately.
right now what matters dont matters , but what dont matters just matters.
and everything just became rather confusing.
i'd just want to shrink back into my own world.
be confined inside and get my things done.
i dont want to become an introvert but yet reality forced me to.
sometimes it doesnt do any good by speaking the truth.
it totally doesnt work if you know that the situation would turn out bad yet you just want to make yourself feel relieved after saying out. so you went on telling everything.
you might not know the truth might just get to the party and there you go misconceptions.
you just got to control yourself.
and seriously i dont feel like bothering.
ive seen it myself, i know it clearly myself,
i know what i need to do, i know why i need to close an eye.
I know there's nothing more to say. it just ended abruptly.
well guess life is short, everybody live it in a different way.
I dont need to do something to displease myself.
i just need to feel comfortable and be who i am.