ever wonder why im so lack of pictures alr?
because facebook is doing the talking now.
it makes life much more easier.
you can grab pictures from friends.
but pictures in facebook is too overwhelming.
im really lazy to grab them off facebook and den post it on blogs again.
oh well 2011 is really a BIG drama for me.
i dont want to emphasize any further,
those who know what happened, know what happened.
those who dont know, dont need to know, its nothing to be proud of.
SIGH. i lost my goals.
I lost the motivation to keep on going for my fyp.
nothing much except that im trying to change very hard for 2011 to be a better year for me. to be a better person. to be someone that is no longer stuck in the past.
i dont want to be stuck in 2010, thinking bout the same old problems, and stuck with the same old situation, and etc.
so ive been trying super hard to change myself for a better 2011.
yeah ALOT CHANGES.
but things got out of control and it TURN OUT TO BE EVEN WORST!
im tired of it alr, i'll just let fate decide. and go each day without forcing myself to CHANGE anymore.
ive done enough harm to myself.
all i want is those who love me to stay by me. DONT LEAVE.
i dont want to lose my best girlfriends ):
with love, jac.
this week im going to keep myself busy mugging and presentations. i really need to keep myself focus, i cant be trying hard to do silly stuff anymore. I just want to be myself.
