okay im gonna turn in now. been feeling damn sick these few days!
its going to be a week soon , yet i still cant recover.
i think my immune system is really too damn weak.
Yet over these few weeks , i think i made some wise thinking and leading me to a better self.
though i did have some fun, but i know what's instilled later on for me to hold responsibility,
when you start to hit 20s, you'd start to realise everything's different !
it's no more childhood like fun, and happy days when u didnt spend your time wisely and u wont even regret!
yet now you'd feel that there's so much more things to wonder and consider and ponder and make the correct decision.
other wise if u chose the wrong step, you'd regret for life. & most importantly when kids have fun its not made out of purpose.
but when you turn to adults, you realise, life isnt fun and you've got to create the fun yourself, by engaging in some social activities.
yet we know that this era, its too busy to waste time on social activities, because uve got so much other problems in mind to settle. but if you dont take out the time to spend on social activities, you'd soon realise that the whole world is actually about yourself. and you'd start to feel lonely. EXTRA lonely. that's why people start to go on dating sites and find a partner.
Some people who got well-balanced lifestyle, will rather feel more at ease to be single than to be tied to a string with your couple.
all in all, conclude that ive just got to be more sensible and start being wise.
i'm not going to repeat the same mistakes and make myself regret.
sometimes its also better to close an eye to stuff you feel that is an eye-sore to you rather than using your mouth to quarrel.
because it just will create more unnecessary misunderstandings.
life for me now is indeed lost,
im like wondering what's my next step to future.
soon i will realise what i want and set a goal for it.
tahts all folks.
i havent been sleeping for 48 hrs, and there's just too many things in my mind causing me probes to sleeping.
tata! takecare readers.
