i havent got any solution implemented to solve my current problems
just feel so comfortable talking to mature people cause i feel they give much more realistic and factual advices.
instead i think im choosing to abandon childish problems which lead to nowhere cus they are just repeating again and again. im just so tired of it.
& find it meaningless or rather hopeless to solve it.
cause once in a while it's going to find it's way to find fault with me again.
I haven't got myself really settled down.
just been really hopping around,
like a traveler trying to adapt to certain changes and find a new life.
i couldnt adapt to the changes but i will and i'd make my life even better.
i'm super busy, navigating myself away from my problems or rather concentrating looking for a better prospect of career for life. think i should say im a super woman cause i was coping 5 jobs and im now learning to let go. didnt know how i manage to do it. but ya i sort of push myself really hard.
i'm rather lazy to make known to people about my current life cause ive learnt that informing others about how you're doing is stupid when they dont even care. i'd only love to address to those who actually are concern about me.
inspiring myself to be able to attain my goal instead of giving in to someone and wasting my time away while its so precious to me yet you taken me for granted.
just felt i should treat myself way better than i deserve.
learnt lessons like one shouldnt entrust easily to a stranger,
the stranger whom you may regard as a friend, but the party might just not even recognise you as one.
i dont know why or understand why you wna come into my life and get particularly interested by life whereabouts but its like i thought you are a friend and just trying to help
but i was wrong.
a friend will walk away whenever one feels like
a best friend is someone you should treasure cause they will never ever walk away.
i know clearly who my best friends are.
thank you for loving me dearly with ur care and concerns, with love xoxo.
