AM I REALLY SUCH A FAILURE AT FRIENDSHIPS?
it has always been happening to me.):
im really sad ,whenever i recalled the past.
of how i lost my clique in my secondary school.
i did not face it instead i just ran away from them.
i could not bring myself to solve that matter.
& it was already too late when i started to revive that friendship
the 6 of us in sec sch were really close.
but now that`s not the case alr.
i always recall & start to tear unknowningly.
i guess its really time for me to learn how to be strong and overcome it.
this time, i had a really so called BIG QUARREL wid shermaine.
I AM REALLY SORRY, sher.
i treasure her as a friend alot.
i know its pointless saying all this
and i doubt she`s gwna forgive me?
actually , i would say i did not make a clear explanation
just as we wanted to clear the mess
i walked away hurriedly.still the same old me. i did not noe how to face it.
i`m still afraid , i would make a mess out of it.
i`ve always faced the problem of expressing my words in a correct way.
i always make ppl mistook me for what i wanted to convey in that message.
i`m simply lost.i tried & tried.
ytd i was at the bustop.
i left hurriedly cus i dno what to do, in the middle of explaining to shermaine.
i really dont know .i noe by saying dunt know .there`s no cure.But i really hate to recall my past.i just ran away
i would say im simply hopeless. hais ):
& i just lost my friendship wid her
i teared at the corner, a corner i found at peace centre.
biying ask if i wna join them for chicken rice , but i say thanks no.
cus i had no appetite, and just felt like crying. thats why i started looking for one corner and think carefully what i should do
i sorted out my thoughts.
& went back home, i made her a card.
then i thought of apologising and that i noe i had to do something to save the friendship
& i made a card for biying and jiajia as well. thanks them for standing by me all times.
but jiajia dint receive the card ): i dare not pass her.=x
bibi just took it.
and shermaine took it , i was suprised. really thanks.
but im nort sure if she really read it.
but i really just wna thank her for her care that one month we spent tgt.
SO SORRY & THANKYOU.
i bought 3 of them pocky to express my gratitude.
hope they can receive my love.
jiayous fer your courses & takecares.
