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its been really long since i updated my blog
sososo sorry.
its really time for me to start afresh. yes i`ll try:D

i`m not really doing well in school.
i couldnt adapt to the new environment .i kinda feel very weird in class. guess it`s age gap? I REALLY HOPEE I`LL CLIQUE WELL WID MY CLASSMATES AND GET USE TO IT SOON.

i tink im the youngest in class , am i ?
i dont know what to do.
i tried to get use to it, but i still felt uncomfortable.
and im almost everyday late.
the lyfe just isnt the same as secondary sch
its time for me to grow up.i know.

& to open my eyes and feel the world.
i`ll just try i guess.
i`m really afraid i`ll end up dropping out of the sch in the end. cus i dont really find the place quite suitable for me. i mean the sch`s environment. but it`s really my interest .im all confused.

i could only stare at the space being a pessimist.
i couldnt find back the lively old me back. i wna find my own self back
i hope time would be the solution.
and let my agonising moments evaporate
and heel me.