been having alot of problems with my mom lately.
I know she and dad aint exactly supporting what im doing.
they are just so against it.
thats why she's making a big fuss out of it whenever she has the chance to do so.
fuck my life pls.
i thought i wasnt that weak,
but as i walked along the road, my tears rolled down the cheeks
i just cant forget how you reprimanded me.
you dont know how much it hurts.
I dont even feel that im your own biological daughter
i felt like an outsider
you can say you aint bias. but i felt it totally.
there's a huge difference.
that you even said that i aint worth your upbringing.
and that you said that nurturing me is a waste of your time.
FML.
i cant take such harsh words. i cant swallow the bitterness.
oh pls you could say such words right into my face without even sparing my thoughts.
i dont find life meaningful anymore.
i've been trying to act fine.
But i really cant take it anymore.
anybody out there may see me smiling.
or sometimes smiling like an idiot.
but actually deep inside im hurt badly
you wont understand me.
neither do i
i dont know what kind of life im having.
i wna end this.
FULLSTOP.
