i felt stressed.
im actually trying my best doing whatever i can , trying to be helpful and useful
yet i dont feel a bit useful at all.
i felt USELESS.
if i dont hold on to it and continue to walk on, i'd deem myself as a even more useless bum, one who cant even complete a simple thing, how would i be able to continue my life for the following years?
i want to hide myself so badly.
but i couldnt. i couldnt stop it rolling down from my cheeks.
i felt ashamed,but there's nothing i could do to stop it.
i just felt hurt and kinda not up to it.
i felt useless , i wasnt able to contribute to anything.
should i just put it to a stop? or should i walk on, and see how strong am i .
i dont want to be a weakling.
