i dont really know what's happening to me.
I'm having frequent nightmares even more.
I think its the stress which is causing all this.
I felt being traumatize
I feel major insecurity!

ive had a nightmare like im cycling and chasing this 3-legged young girl.
and the whole dream is like telling me how she ended up 3-legged.
it was because she fell off a slope while i was cycling with her.
she wanted to compete with me and ended up she rolled down the slope!
but it was like wtf
LIKE I DREAM OF A GHOST?!

the thing i cant get to my senses is that
I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO CYCLE?
how did i caused the whole incident of her getting injured or killed and she ended up 3 legged?
eh very ridiculous!
isit something which happened in my past life, and thats why right now im so afraid to CYCLE!
and so this explains everything?
my phobia for cycling?
i dont know. all this are just my prediction! i hope some fortune teller reads this and explain to me what's going on exactly.

okay im back to FYP.
stage 3 is coming so soooon that i cant even stop being panicky!
damn. i feeeeeel so lost and wish just someone out there lend me a hand and get me out of this.