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Tuesday, 5 April 2011

TRUE FRIENDS STAY WITH YOU NO MATTER WHAT.
AND THEY CLEAR CLOUDS OF MISUNDERSTANDINGS TO PREVENT ANY UNHAPPINESS!
THEY WONT LEAVE IT THERE AND MAKE THE FRIENDSHIP GONECASE OR DOWN THE DRAIN.

true friends stay with you, even if they have boyfriend/ girlfriend.
they wont abandon you.
i've clearly got the picture.& i know who are those i should treasure and care.
I dont need insignificant people who tries to come into my life abruptly and make a mess and try to leave. & leave alr and try to come in and make a mess again.
this isnt your space you are entering, its my zone and my space.
dont leave and come in as and when you like it.
try to make use of me only when you need me?
i know im dumb
but you dont have to be that cruel.

touch ur heart and ask whether you can let your life goes on without feeling guilty.

now is 7 .5 1 am
which is like going 8 am and yet i havent sleep a wink!
same thing, ive been trying to do my work yet im only 20 percent accomplish.
I dont know why im no longer able to concentrate!
ive lost that ability and that strong perseverance!

my mind is going on swirls and swirls, damn damn damn lots of confusion.
i'm in much haywire status that i can't even lead myself out of this deep well.
i dont wanna sink myself into this deep pool of mud, without getting the concepts and strategies right.
I expect certain conclusions yet i feel that there's a minimal advantage to taking that small risk.
I dont know if it's going to work out yet i feel that i should just go for it to progress.
I wanna to replenish myself and revamp my life.
i'm still here and there for fyp, i havent got my inspirations right on track yet please kill me.

if you know me well, im actually with a quiet and inferior personality. i dont have much self esteem, and i dont really mix well with big groups. i stick to small groups and i'm only able to express myself with people im closer with.

but on the outside i might appear to be some bubbly outgoing girl.
many others mistook me for that bubbly outgoing girl for my inner-self too.

i wonder how many others out there have so called double personality like me.
its not spilt personality i guess.